The Heart Political Party
Manifestations of Denial
We initially expect strong and mixed negative reaction to The Heart Party. The damage caused by generations of exposure to the Money System has left the overwhelming vast majority mentally centered and enslaved to the Money System. The mind uses many devices to stay in power and control our lives and prevent the heart from regaining its rightful place as ruler of our life. These devices are all about denying the truth. The primary operative immobilizer generated by the mind in this process of denial will be the command to fear that it sends to the soul, which will inhibit the physical drive to take positive, recuperative action. The heart may not yet be free and strong enough to intercept the mind’s command to fear, summon the courage necessary to acknowledge the truth, face the fear and act with bravery. So the result will be mentally centered cowardice.
The list in this chapter contains selections of denial based thinking/behavior that will be employed by the mind of many in a desperate and cowardly attempt by the mind to remain in control. Although denial manifests itself in many different ways, all of the denial is rooted in the difficulty you experience accepting the following basic truths:
All of us have been damaged in childhood, nearly always by our parent(s) as well as by siblings, other authority figures, etc., and the overwhelming vast majority of us are for the most part unaware of this damage.
Such damage has been occurring for many thousands of years, passing from parents and others to children, generation after generation after generation.
The origin and perpetuator of this damage is the Money System. The Money System by its very nature is overpowering and evil. It directly and indirectly damages both adults and children, which it has been doing for many thousands of years.
This damage causes us to become mentally centered, imprisoning our heart and isolating our soul in pain.
All of us who are not recovered from this damage have damaged others as a result.
If not repaired, this damage is ultimately fatal.
The Money System has us compelled to a course of global annihilation.
We need to repair from our damage and heal from its effects, and break the cycle of generation damage.
Personal recovery is necessary to return one's heart to its rightful place as the ruler of one's life, recover from damage and heal the pain in one's soul.
One cannot be truly alive and thrive in love, health, fun and fulfillment unless one repairs from damage and lives in an environment that is conducive to preventing such damage.
We need to come together and create a new socioeconomic-geopolitical system to replace the Money System so as to create heaven on earth and avoid the "Armageddon" the Money System has "planned" for us.
Denial is the process of putting up resistance to the truth. When we execute the mechanics of the denial process we disconnect, idealize, rationalize, displace, transfer, project etc. Most of us who are damaged use all of the mechanics of denial in different ways and for different people/events. When we disconnect we deny the experience of our own pain and/or the reality of the pain of others. When we idealize we attribute unjustified positive value to a person, thing or event that hurt us. When we rationalize we attribute unjustified positive value to our false heart or to our behavior of hurting another. When we displace we take our feelings and emotions that are about one thing or person and "discharge" them at a different thing or person. When we transfer we take our image/experience of one thing or person and "assign" it to another thing or person. When we project we take our image experience of our own false heart and "wipe" it onto another person or thing.
Nevertheless, don’t be too hard on yourself if you experience some manifestations of denial. These symptoms are indicative of a condition; they are not an indictment. The condition is damage. Although this damage is very real and its consequences should never be consciously or unconsciously ignored, disregarded, or excused, the foundational damage you received as a child, which along with the Money System that perpetuates your continuous damage, is not your fault. So be easy on you with regard to self-guilt. Self-guilt is invalid here and is simply a byproduct of your dysfunctional childhood. Besides, without this needless self-guilt, it’s easier to face the truth that something is wrong. Facing the truth that something is wrong is the first step toward recovery. And recovery is possible for everyone. So if some of the manifestations of denial fit, just accept them without judgment or rationalization. By accepting these truths without reservation, it’s a lot easier for these very same truths to begin to set you free.
The manifestations of denial:
Many who are jaded will react apathetically and will ignore us.
Many will be unable to conceptualize life without money as a motivator/regulator, and they will just laugh at us sarcastically.
Many will experience our party to be outrageously different to the degree that they will be repelled by its novelty.
Many will fear that any new system might fail to feed them, and they will vigorously attempt to obstruct our efforts.
Many who have been damaged into an unconscious connection between our country, their desire to be loved unconditionally by their parents, and the Money System itself, will consider us to be "un-American" due to our rejection of the Money System, and they will mock and disparage us.
Many who focus on images of money to stabilize their damaged psyche will be frightened by the thought of losing these images, and will fear for their sanity.
Many who use money as an instrument of control over others will fear retribution and exposure of their puniness when their weapon of power is gone, and they will fight until the end to prevent being seen as the frightened little child they really are.
Many, who lack healthy personal boundaries and are thus enmeshed in the Money System to obtain a "feeling" of "life", "power" and "excitement" will remain oblivious about their addiction to the Money System, yet they will angrily revile us for threatening to take away their drug.
Many whose dysfunctional family of origin taught them to mistake money for love, and are thus excitingly compelled to "fill up" on as much money as they can, will experience emptiness and lack of motivation at thoughts of losing the Money System, and they will vociferously defend the Money System as if it was life itself.
Many who have been blinded by the Money System as to its overwhelming horrors will just think everything is really okay, and they’ll quickly dismiss us.
Many who think their money is their primary value to friends, family and associates, will fear being "worthless" in a system without money, and that their friends, family and associates might then abandon them.
Many who are beginning to realize that their primary relationship(s) is dysfunctional, will understandably think that recovery may change this relationship(s), and their childhood damage-based fears of both losing (abandonment) and drawing closer to (enmeshment) the other(s) in this relationship(s) will compel them to strongly resist the changes that recovery would bring, and so they will vociferously deride the process of personal recovery, saying that there’s nothing wrong with their relationship(s).
Many will consider us a threat to their personal, economic and political agendas because we advocate major change in our country’s socioeconomic and geopolitical structure, within which they presently hold positions of relative power.
Many who lack healthy personal boundaries and the ability to stand on their own two feet will reject us merely because their parents, spouse, friends, boss, company, leaders, children, etc. reject us, or because they think these people would reject us.
Many who run from real and healthy interpersonal and family intimacy by "living" at their exhausting job will experience insecurity at the thought of a system where such "exalted" addiction is no longer tolerated, and they’ll deride us because they dread being in other than a superficial and sacrificial relationship.
Many who are unconsciously compelled to excel in competition so as to "win" their parent’s "love", will fear abandonment and loss of motivation at the thought of a system without neurotic competition, and they will voice opposition to any cooperative and healthy system that by nature places their coping method in jeopardy.
Many who are "owned" by their company will be intimidated by the thought of the dynamically balanced and challenging life of freedom, and, like good little slaves, they’ll just mimic their company’s attitude toward us, and thus avoid feeling the fear of being "abandoned" (fired) by their company.
Many who have recently obtained some "equality", "power" and so-called "economic freedom" in the Money System, will irrationally fear again becoming subordinate in a cooperative and healthy system, and they will become obstinate at the thought of relinquishing their newly gained "power", even while suffering from the damage such "gains" have cost them.
Many will react from an egocentric inability to face the reality that they are damaged and have damaged others, and they will angrily criticize our beliefs and diagnosis.
Many will be emotionally unable to face the truth that they were damaged at the hands of their parents, so to hide from their pain they will idealize their parents behavior as "good for me", and dismiss "us" as deluded.
Many who are suffering from religious/patriotic parent worship to motivate their activities will feel threatened by loss of direction at the thought of facing the truth about what really happened to them in childhood, and they will distance themselves from us in an attempt to escape the truth.
Many who suffer the closed-to-question paradigm of a doctrine/legalistic mindset to hide from the pain of severe childhood damage, will be tremendously threatened by our appeal that they recover and re-experience those ancient suppressed/repressed painful feelings in order to heal, and so they will viciously denigrate us in a futile attempt to keep their fragile mental defense in tact, meanwhile missing out on the real love and abundance that could be theirs in this world in the here and now.
Many will rationalize that the damage they inflicted on another person supposedly made that person "stronger", and they’ll project contempt our way, calling "us" wimps.
Many who are unable to experience the emotional truth of the damage they received in childhood will displace their repressed rage from that damage onto the messenger, and viciously denigrate us.
Many who are suffering from "anti-establishment" parent hatred to motivate their activities will feel threatened by loss of direction at the thought of facing the truth about what really happened to them in childhood, and they will distance themselves from us in an attempt to escape the truth.
Many who suffer a grandiose reaction to their damage-oriented depression will be unable to face and release this coping mechanism, compelled instead to poke holes throughout the form and substance of our party and its presentation.
Many whose childhood damage included being painfully picked-on, wedged out and isolated will erupt in a rage to shield their fragile ego from any experience of being "wrong" and abandoned that might be re-stimulated when they think about our political party.
Many who use the Money System to "bond" with their abusive, Money System-loving parents, in a futile, unconscious wish to experience their parents’ "unconditional love", will feel threatened by the revelation of truth regarding damage at the hands of their parents, and they will defend the Money System with passion.
Many who have given up trying to repair from damage and who now identify with their damage, will deny that anything can be done to make things better or prevent the coming disasters. They will thus reject our efforts as foolish, projecting that "life is supposed to be tough", falsely attributing genetics as both cause and cure, and/or hope instead to find relief for themselves soon in a "heavenly" afterlife – and they will do nothing to make life better for themselves, their children and their children’s children.
Many who are aware of their psychological/physiological problems and associated chemical imbalance, cannot accept the truth as to the damage orientation of those problems. Thus they hide behind the label of "chemical imbalance", falsely proclaiming it as the alpha and omega of their suffering to avoid the challenges of recovery and an end to that suffering, and sadly perpetuate their self-fulfilling prophecy of "chemical imbalance" onto their children.Many who worked to purchase an escape from a dysfunctional and damaging home will consider money to be their "liberating savior", and they will oppose us by extolling the "virtue and necessity" of the Money System.
Many who won't accept the truth that a system can overpower them, will continue to be overpowered by the Money System into thinking that a system can't overpower them, and they will thusly continue to strengthen their ego via their overpowered mind's position on this topic, as evidence of being overpowered by the Money System.
Many will be unable to accept that the Money System is the cause of our problems because their damaged psyche will unconsciously compel them to blame "people" without searching any deeper for the truth.
Many who fear change or who have coped as "survivors" in the Money System won’t want to admit that their lives could have been better, and their false heart will deny that their lives could have been better within a different system.
Many who wear the blinders of a "positive attitude" will deny they see any problem that can’t be ignored, and they’ll dismiss us as "doomsayers", even while in the midst of their own needless suffering.
Many will reject that political participation is part of recovery, irrationally fearing they will be caught up in a "movement" that will distract their healing process, and so they will lose their voice, choice and power in what happens around them.
Many will think "there’s nothing I can do", not realizing the process of requesting and participating in change at the system level is cathartic no matter what the end result, and they will miss a great opportunity for personal healing.
Many who worship the Money System will be deluded into thinking that the Money System is the only reason we posses articles of progress, not realizing we would have made much, much greater progress throughout history had the Money System not hindered all progress we’ve ever attempted.
Many who remain in denial about their tendency to be abusive, and who, because of their abuse, were once "abandoned" by someone who went on to work his/her personal recovery process, will find that the very mention of our recovery focus stimulates past experiences of this and early childhood abandonment, thereby threatening their ego, and so they will disparage the value of family-of-origin and personal recovery work in a vain attempt to hide from the truth about their own damaging behavior.
Many who have been taught by the Money System to reject a utopia as impossible will illogically attribute any "design" attempts as utopian, dismissing our efforts as unfeasible, not realizing that our democratic design process to create Heaven on Earth is so very similar to the process that created our country.
Many who are stuck in their unresolved and unconscious past damage, and are thus unable to live in the here and now, will discard our efforts as hopelessly gargantuan, not realizing that successful projects, like recovery from damage, are often executed one step at a time and not all steps at once.
Many who suffer from damage-induced over-seriousness will find our value of fun and play to be repugnant, and they will react with disdain toward our desire for more free time to play, not realizing that their lack of time and support for being fun and free children when they were young forms their child-like unconscious in duality with their conscious over-seriousness, preventing them from truly enjoying their life.
Many who value money above all else will react negatively to our need for money to energize the Heart Party within the Money System, and they’ll call "us" hypocrites.
Many who were compelled through fear to forego their own dreams will experience resentment regarding our courage both to dream and to work to make our dreams a reality, and they will attempt to discourage those who desire to recover and who believe in our party and its processes.
Many will be left with an uneasy experience, knowing that they have heard the truth, while they remain immobilized by excessive fear and excessive shame.